It Seems Like Years Since It's Been Clear

Writing by hand, like, with a PEN, hurts after four pages :( I wish my hands were stronger so I could write more this way, I like writing in bed. But then again, writing is just so slowww and my handwriting is so bad because I rush so much and bleh.
Currently transcribing now, in case you couldn't tell.

-3:52 AM

EDIT: scratch that, not in the mood to type right now.